~~| Track currently on "Getting away with Murder" (Papa Roach) |~~
Results are released today, technically graduated. Neither happy nor sad. Just felt.......nothing much actually. A bit relieved that I don't have to scour through tons and tons of notes and information anymore. Seems like I'm pretty disconnected with my emotions nowadays. So what's next in life? Should I study more / CFA / CPA or just simply work. I have this thought of temptation to just find contract work and work for a few months. After which the accumulated monies would be used for travelling for the next few months. Is this a viable option for long term? Not too sure........just an inkling of thought, a very tempting thought.
Been pondering about the meaning of life recently after the bombings in India and protest in Thailand. What is life all about? I don't think I can derive any answers from a spiritual point of view. Is life just a string of vexing problems waiting to be solved? I hope not but life doesn't appear to be as simple as it seems no matter how hard one tries to simplify it. It's so hard to manage other people's perception and expectations of you. For every event, there's always two or more point of view. So why can't we all just get along albeit with differences in opinions? A lot of us simply can't agree to disagree. I would think that's because humans crave for conflicts. It's simply human nature......for untold horrors and atrocities have been documented throughout our short human history on earth. Here I am sitting at home writing about "meaning of life", there's someone at Congo facing the atrocity of Genocide.
Went for some cycling recently and found that I'm really starting to get old. I followed the new trail to Bukit Timah Nature Reserve but was so punctured when I reached there that I simply gave up and turned back. Maybe I should just stick to Blading from now on. Speaking of which, it's been eons since I last rollerblade. Can't really remember but think was some night blading at ECP. My two pairs of rollerblades are seriously collecting lots of dust. Maybe I should go blading this weekend around my area to get the kinks, rusts and whatever not out. Hope it doesn't rain this weekend.
Enough of rumbilngs, less than 2 weeks to Vietnam trip. Starting to feel the tingling sensation of excitment for this trip. Hope the plan goes according to plan but I wouldn't put much money on it. Nothing goes according to plan, unless it's god's plan (what nonsense am I talking about again?) I will reflect on what to do next with my life while I'm there.
~~| Life is nothing but a String of Problems | Only those who makes the Most Correct Choices will Survive |~~
